02/24/2014
2 years really is a long time, a ton of things
happen, people grow up, some people shrink... (Mom) some pass away while others
are born. There are times on the mission where people tell me of life changing
experiences that they have had. How maybe they almost got hit by a car, or how
they read a scripture and it changed their outlook on life, welcoming a new
child into this world, or even getting lost in a song. All of these things can
change our lives, and they don’t even take more than 10 minutes. God gave us a
lifetime in order to prepare ourselves for the second coming of his Son, think
of how much time we must all waste, maybe waiting for these life changing
experiences to come to us. Being a missionary has made me see how we don’t have
to wait for these experiences to come to us, but when we go out looking for
them, we find them. I can’t even begin to explain the changes I’ve had in my
life, most of you have probably noticed a few already.
I’ve
also had the privilege of hearing people testify that through the missionaries,
they received the gospel and that it has changed their lives. They thought they
had It all figured out, they came into the light of this gospel and realized
that they were actually pretty far from the path. We were lucky enough to be
visited by Elder Nelson this past week; they came to give a training to all of
the missionaries. Just before he gave his talk, his wife spoke and she said a
phrase that really got me thinking. She said, "Be the kind of missionary
that your mother thinks you are." Ma, what kind of missionary do you think
I am? I can’t really say for myself, because if it were up to me, I would say
that I’m not that great of a missionary. I just love these people more than
anything. Ma, I hope you know that I do my best because I know you pray for me
at least 17 times a day. I’m out here because I love my family, and I do all I
can, so that whenever people hear the last name Fyffe, They are reminded of all
of the good things I did as a missionary.
I’m
known for being crazy, I just can’t seem to shake that quality that I have, and
it comes with the Fyffe name... I do all that I can though, so you can be proud
of me, and so that I can become the missionary that you think I am. As a
mother, you have a sense of what I can become, I apologize that it’s taken me
this long to start to become this person. But through everything you tell me, I
know that I’m well on my way.
I
was able to give a blessing for the first time in English yesterday, to a
Sister Missionary in my zone, I was prompted to tell her how proud God is of
her, and all that she does for his work. I feel like even with all of the
faults and weaknesses that I have, he never really has lost sight of the person
that I, inevitably, will one day become. He's probably giggled a few times
because of all the stupid mistakes I’ve made, but he’s definitely the most patient
person I’ve ever known. He’s never once left my side. Thanks Ma, for adopting
this amazing quality from our Loving Heavenly Father, you have never once given
up on me. Even when you already saw the outcome of my actions, way before I
did. I can’t thank you enough for everything you’ve done, just know that I work
my hardest, for the people I love. So that I may become the missionary that you
always knew I could be.
Thank
you all for your prayers, don’t forget to pray for my companion too! As for the
Pictures, It’s just of some ants at church, then me on a split with another
Elder, so we took some cool alleyway photos, than the last is of a family night
that we held, all those people are my adopted family. Be safe this week, I love
you all!
Elder Fyffe