04/21/2014
This
week went really well, even though we didn’t have a ton of lessons. The people are
all just too nice here. I’ve had the chance to see the happiness that children
can bring to parents here in Tahiti. I’ve blessed a few of my investigator’s
babies, and have had the opportunity on occasion to ask them what it's like to
have a child and what the different levels of joy between each child is. We are
all the children of our Heavenly Father, and He loves us all the same. He
probably has the biggest wallet in the world with all of our baby PICTURES in
it. I imagine the joy He feels all the time seeing all the good that His
children are doing in His world. Then I think of the sadness that He feels when
he has to see so many of His children move farther and farther away
from Him (spiritually) He loves us so much though, that He sent His first born
son to die for us, so that we may come back to our Father one day.
Easter
for me this year had nothing to do with eggs. I had the blessing to focus on
the true message, probably for the first time in my life. The conclusion that I
came up with.... I will never fully understand the atonement, or the greatness
of things that the Savior did for me. Crazy thing is, with the small amount
of knowledge that I have on the subject, and a whole lot of faith, it's enough
to get me to the judgment seat before GOD, where I can thank Him face to face.
Faith is such a simple yet profound subject for me. I simply believe, I work
for a greater knowledge, hoping that one day it will all pay off. Deep down
inside I know it will, and that’s what pushes me along.
GOD
watches over my sister and that’s why I will never give up, because I know one
day it will all work out. You have no idea how much I miss the thought of GOING
to church with her. Like the Lehi days, then walking home together. I bet that’s
all Jesus thought about when my sister and I stopped GOING to church. He missed
how nice it was to be in our lives, daily but, we put him aside. I've asked him
to forgive me for these things Many times; yet I’ve got a long way to go to
make up for it all. It's been so much phun coming back to the right path. It’s
sad that it took so long.... I just hope that I can GO for a walk one
day with my sister again on this path, then I think it would all come back; all
the good memories, all the good feelings, all the promises, and all the
happiness that our father has to offer. All I know is that as I keep praying
for my family, the Lord is preparing something great for us all and that’s why life
has probably been so hard lately haha. That’s the way I think of it. I love my
mission way too much; 7 months will go by too fast. So I enjoy every second I
have.
I love you all so much! Stay safe
this week!
ELDER Fyffe
"M" for Mormon or Missionary or Mom... Probably Mormon